A new life that has arised after years of suffering.
To me its not what will make 2014 better than 2013?
. To me 2014 is the meaning of a new life, new beginnings, ….the actual question is what will make 2014 better than my entire past as this is my new shot at life.
Lets say I have been reborn into this year, and although I am aware of the past…the past hurts, sufferings, dissapointments, mistakes…I cannot carry them through with me into 2014.
Last year after rehab, after giving my life over to the care of god, I had to let go of every friendship that I knew….i had to start forming postivive habits out of the negative ones( yes it is still a process), I had to reevaluate and ask myself…WHO ARE you…and who do you want to be. i had to let go of a lot until my life was naked...until all i had was god.
I know who I am now, but 2014 is the start of who I want to be. It’s the blank canvas to my life. All the other pages have been erased in my book of life and 2014 is the beginning chapter. What will these pages, this naked canvas include then?
Only faith and trust in god, work, determination, perseverance, endurance, and patience will tell.
I need to start distinguishing between the right choices and the wrong, as i know each has a different consequence. - what you sow is what you reap.
I need to know myself and study myself, where in comparison to the past i knew others better than myself just because i wanted "friends" i wanted to fit in.
I need to be ME, and thus i will attract the right people. Satan will still disguise the wrong one's as right and thus i need gods mercy and grace and his shelter of protection to help me tell the difference.
From WHO AM I? WHO DO I WANT TO BE? i should start creating a life. So many people are busy creating a lifestyle, that they forget to create a life. OUT OF MY LIFE...a lifestyle will emerge.
I need to use this as my foundation in deciding what am i passionate about? where is the end in my mind?, and just by taking that first step, i can start climbing to where it is where i want to be.
Succesful but also full of significance.
I know you cannot fly to the top and thus my end goal must be based on ....what does god want for me? what am i passionate about? what will make me happy? in that will i be making others happy? if i can use these questions to form the end in mind, the journey might be tough but it will be worthwhile.
Goodbye 2013,2012,2011,2010,2009,2008,2007,2006,2005,2004,2003,2002,2001,2000,1999,1998,1997,1996,1995,1994,1993,1992......
hello new life. HELLO 2014!!!!!!