When I started this blog, come to think of it now, I am not exactly sure WHY?!. Perhaps to express myself, let others realize that you cannot sweep your struggles or mental disorders under the rug, even though they go unnoticed by those that do not understand. You allowed to feel, you allowed to admit to yourself something is wrong and I wanted to let this blog trigger those realizations and manifest into a voice. A loud voice.
I know I didn’t start this with the hope and expectation to get comments like “wow you inspire”, or, “this blog has really helped me”, I didn’t even expect others to open up to me. But with the few messages I have received I would like to say thanks.
I have not conquered this, I just know that at the end of the day I still choose life over death, so that makes us victors of the day. I have my bad days and when I receive those short messages from some of you, you just lift me up. You touch the places that are sometimes dormant, thank you. Sometimes I go through seasons in my life where I too am tired, feeling totally used up, and then someone writes to me, and it just gives me hope. It motivates me to continue this blog and to continue pushing forward.
You too help in my healing.
Thank you.